Saturday, October 17, 2009

My First Teeth Falling Out Dream

My dream was very normal(not happy or sad or scary) until there was this mirror appeared in front of me(I seriously don't know how the heck it got there) and that's when I saw that one of my front tooth was missing. I didn't even FEEL anything! At all! I quickly turned to my dream mate(some random girl) who was next to me and showed her my missing tooth. I forgot her reaction.

In my past dreams, I was actually aware that I'm really in a dream. Like I would tell myself, oh it's just a dream. But this dream, it was so REAL. It didn't even stop there though! I felt my bottom molars and others starting to wiggle their way out...it wasn't painful or anything but it was VERY DISTURBING! My tongue could sense my very loose teeth about to come out of their tiny little holes. Ugh! Then my tongue's reaction was of course to aid my escaping teeth and push them out of my mouth. Imagine all your bottom teeth, excluding your bottom front teeth, trying to come out all at the same time! For some weird reason, I used my fingers to pick up one of my molars on my tongue to try to restore it. I was stupid because I just picked a random hole to stick it in, not caring if it can fit or not. Failure!

As I held a pile of teeth in my hands, I opened my mouth wide at my own reflection, horrified at the sight of my own mouth. There were many holes; my tongue was going nuts feeling all the holes. I think I was so creeped out that I woke up from that dream early in the morning.

I have heard about how teeth falling out dreams are very common and most people have that kind of dream at least once in a lifetime. In the past, when people talk about it, I've wondered why I haven't such a dream yet even though it's so common. I know how this kind of dream means that I fear something in my life. But you know? I don't feel any kind of fear at this moment. So I'm very curious as to why this dream even occurred in the first place. I don't feel insecure at all either. Weird...

Even when I woke up...I had to feel around to make sure all my teeth were still there. I was so relieved that they stayed!!

Something else I saw in my dream: My older cousin who is working and has a boyfriend... she had a baby in my dream. O_O.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Colors - 宇多田光

ミラーが映し出す幻を気にしながら 映-うつ 幻-まぼろし
いつの間にか速度上げてるのさ 間-ま
速度-そくど

どこへ行ってもいいと言われると
標識-ひょうしき
半端な願望には標識も全部灰色だ 半端-はんぱ
願望-がんもう

炎の揺らめき今宵も夢を描く 炎- ほのお
揺-ゆ 宵- よい
あなたの筆先渇いていませんか 描- えが
筆先- ふでさき 渇-かわ

青い空が見えるなら青い傘広げて 広- ひろ
いいじゃないか キャンバスは君のもの
白い旗はあきらめた時にだけかざすの 旗- はた
今は真っ赤に誘う闘牛士のように 真
っ赤- まっか 誘う- さそう
闘牛士- とうぎゅうし

カラーも色褪せる蛍光灯の下 褪- あ 蛍光灯-けいこうとう
白黒のチェスボードの上で君に出会った

僕らは一時迷いながら寄り添うって 一時-ひととき
迷-まよ 寄-よ
あれから一月憶えていますか 添- そ
一月-ひとつき

オレンジ色の夕日を隣で見てるだけで 夕日- ゆうひ

よかったのにな 口は災いの元
災い- わざわい
黒い服は死者に祈る時にだけ着るの
死者- ししゃ 祈- いの 着- き
わざと真っ赤に残したルージュの痕 残-のこ
ルージュ-Rouge
痕- あと
もう自分には夢の無い絵しか描けないと言うなら 絵-え
描-えが
塗り潰してよ キャンバスを何度でも
塗-ぬ 潰-つぶ
白い旗はあきらめた時にだけかざすの
今の私はあなたの知らない
色

Translation:
The mirror reflects my visions
Quickly raising my spirits unnoticed

When I'm told I can go anywhere
Fragments of my wish are marked entirely gray

Flickering flames paint my dreams tonight
The tip of your brush isn't dried up?

The blue sky will be seen if you open up your blue umbrella
Isn't that good? The canvas is yours
Only raise the white flag after given up
Now, like the matador, inviting deep red

Color fades under the fluorescent light
On the black and white chessboard, I met you

When we got lost that time, we cuddled close together
It's been one month, do you still remember?

I was glad just watching the orange setting sun next to you
Your mouth was the origin of catastrophe
Black clothes are only worn when praying to the deceased
The mark of rouge left behind deep red purposely

If you say there are no more dreams to paint in me already
How many times must I paint the canvas?
Only raise the white flag after given up
Now I'm the color you don't know



Holy Mother...translating is TIRING! Even with the help of a dictionary... >_>
I don't think the translation truely portrays the art of her lyrics..but good enough.
This song is a beautiful piece of art. Utada Hikaru is so talented!!

Yay! I learned some new Kanji !! They're the ones on the right side.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Strange Dream

I had this really weird dream last night or this morning. O))))☆★☆"((/*ω*) There was this orange ball that came flying at my face. So I naturally dodged it by hitting it with my hand. It flew all the way over some place which I don't know...then a few minutes later it came flying back at me again! I hit it AGAIN and watched it fly toward this girl in my dream and she blocked it with both her hands. The orange ball made its way to the wall and was ready to bounce toward me again. ( ̄△ ̄;) I was battling the ball the ENTIRE TIME. Can you imagine how tiring it is, although I wasn't tired at all. OH YEA! MAO MAO was in my dream too. She hit the ball and it came flying toward the girl that was standing in front of me.....................so I thought it wouldn't hit me this time. But guess what!??! It went around the girl and HIT ME IN THE FACE!! I was just like WTF?!?!?!?! Σ(▼□▼メ)!!! THE BALL was as persistant as EVER!! Trying to hit me to death or something... it continued for a long time until the house phone rang and woke me up. (・_ゞ)

Friday, September 25, 2009

( ̄∀ ̄*)イヒッ

Yay! I finally found the time to pretty up my desktop! It looks like this:


very simple right?


I also changed my cursors...
normal cursor: My Melody looking at me with blinking eyes
selecting cursor: FCUK YOU *flippii*
loading: This really cute animated clock
[PrtSc won't let me show them for some reason o.O]


The rest are just cute cute cute. わあい\(^▽^\)(/^▽^)/わあいっ

I found a CUTER BLOGskin for my bloggie to wear!! It's soooo adorable! It's going to take me some time to edit everything and make those changes. I'm looking forward to it!!!
ヾ(≧▽≦)ノ イヒヒヒー♪

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

BS

Stupid thesis statement worksheet is tiring me out. Ughhh.
A thesis statement has to be focused and debatable. :[[[[[[
Now how do I change this into a valid thesis statement:
The short story "Young Goodman Brown" is about Puritanism.
TT_TT
Okay. So I have my subject, which is "the short story "Young Goodman Brown".
OHH. I got an idea! BS ALL THE WAY MAN!
The short story "Young Goodman Brown" failed to inform readers about Puritanism by its misinterpretation of terminology, lack of information on Puritans' educational practices, and its misunderstanding of their belief system.
OMG THAT WAS HARD AND THE SENTENCE SOUNDS SO WEIRD. I have never read the short story before and the teacher told us we don't need to read it to do this so I'm just going ahead with this BS.

That was ONLY ONE! It took me FOREVER to come up with that. Makes me feel stupid because it doesn't even seem to make sense.
Great. Now I have to finish the rest. UGhhhhh x 1000.

蠟燭

因為你現在想要放鬆,所以就在家裡點一個芳香蠟燭,共有五款蠟燭;

第一款是透明色帶點粉紅色漸層
第二款是透明色帶點藍色漸層
第三款是透明色帶點綠色漸層
第四款是透明色帶點金黃色漸層
第五款是透明色帶點紫色漸層
















解析

第一款是透明色帶點粉紅色漸層

第一款是透明色帶點粉紅色漸層§致勝指數40分你的致勝武器是什麼呢?就是感同身受, 通常選擇這個配色的人很會傾聽別人說話,感覺就非常的了解對方,所以在第一時間,可以擄獲對方的心,40分的原因是因為,通常聽人家訴苦,自己也感染到負 面的情緒,所以只有在感同身受這一塊還算蠻厲害。

第二款是透明色帶點藍色漸層

第二款是透明色帶點藍色漸層§致勝指數60 分最厲害的是他們更會傾聽了,而且他傾聽的時候還會附和,會說真的、我覺得你說得很不錯,但是感覺有點不是那麼的真心然後也沒有實質的幫助,其實第一種跟 第二種在職場上,其實都是很吃得開的,選藍色的人他不但會傾聽,還會給一些無傷大雅的小意見,例如人生不如意事十常八九你就別想太多等…所以在工作上 職場上比較好。

第三款是透明色帶點綠色漸層

第三款是透明色帶點綠色漸層§致勝指數80分通常選這個配色,你給人家感覺就是頭腦清楚,會解決事情,所以他就會來找你,你是有能力的、能幹的、會解決事情而且口風很緊的很嚴謹的一個人。

第四款是透明色帶點金黃色漸層

第 四款是透明色帶點金黃色漸層§致勝指數100分通常選擇這個配色的人,他很善良、很容易感動,所以他聽了你的心聲以後,過兩天,他會再問你的狀況,比如說 何董心情不好,這樣的女生就是不但關心何董還買維他命B群給吃,還真的關心你說你今天穿太少了,讓你深深的感動,也不拿你的錢的這一種,男人就會真心的愛 上這一款。

第五款是透明色帶點紫色漸層

第五款是透明色帶點紫色漸層§致勝指數20分你給人家感覺就是,你會幫忙解決事情,可是可能缺少一點致命的感覺,譬如說他有麻煩,他會找你幫忙,幫忙以後你會跟他說不用謝,沒關係就很乾脆這樣,這樣的人他很熱心、有點雞婆、有點大剌剌的,所以男人喜歡把你當哥兒們。

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

性格心理測驗 - 吃火鍋測你的真個性

Q:妳喜歡什麼季節吃火鍋呢?
A.冬天→跳到2  
B.夏天→跳到5  
C.不分季節→跳到1


1.妳喜歡蘸醬料吃嗎?
A.喜歡→2 
B.不喜歡→5


2.妳的醬料裏面會加雞蛋嗎?
A.會→3 
B.不會→6

3.如果妳吃到一半,發現裏面有一小截的煙蒂,妳會怎麼辦?
A.跟老板吵架,要求換一鍋新的→13
B.不吃了,直接付錢走人→10


4.妳選擇火鍋店的標準是什麼?
A.很有名氣→7 
B.價格便宜→8


5.火鍋店推出一種妳完全沒看過的新式火鍋,妳會勇於嘗試嗎?
A.會→6 
B.不會→8


6.妳喜歡幾個人一起吃火鍋?
A.兩三個知心好友→9
B.一大群朋友→3


7.店裏已經坐滿了人,妳會壹直在那邊等、還是不想等,馬上換一家?
A.等→11  
B.換一家→12


8.以下配菜,妳喜歡加哪款?
A.加腐竹→9  
B.加烏冬粉→7


9.妳會先喝湯、還是先吃完所有的料再喝湯?
A.先喝湯→10  
B.先吃料→12


10.如果老板告訴妳火鍋裏必須加某種奇怪的配料才會變得很可口,妳願意試試看嗎?
A.願意→17 
B.不願意→13


11.妳會不會在吃完熱騰騰的火鍋之後,來一碗清涼的刨冰?
A.會→15 
B.不會→14


12.吃火鍋的時候,妳喜歡一開始就放肉、還是最後再放?
A.一開始就放→15 
B.最後才放→11


13.妳喜歡把配菜通通丟進鍋子裏面煮,還是一洋一洋慢慢煮?
A.一起煮→17  
B.一洋一洋煮→16


14.妳喜歡配什麼飲料?
A.烏龍茶→16  
B.烏梅汁→A型


15.妳喜歡在家吃火鍋、還是喜歡在外面吃火鍋?
A.家裏→16 
B.外面→14


16.妳快吃飽時,如果有下一個客人在後面等位子,妳會在意嗎?
A.會→B型  
B.不會→C型


17.妳已經吃得很飽了,這時老板突然說要再免費送妳一鍋,妳還會吃嗎?
A.會→D型  
B.不會→16











A型
:你的個性内向、有點自閉,你的性格比較孤僻一點,喜歡一個人安安靜靜地待在家裏,對你來說,跟不認識的人交談是很困難的事,所以朋友並不多,不過還是會有一些知心朋友,你要好好珍惜這些關心你的人,不能因爲是好朋友就疏於付出。

你對自己的事情比較有興趣,一旦確定目標,會一步步完成,即使再苦也沒關系。

不 過别把自己關在象牙塔裏,有些事情就算自己再有實力,沒有周圍的幫助,仍然無法完成,要學覑打開心扉,跟不同的人交往,如果能認識人脈很廣的朋友,也可以 增加與人接觸機會!與人交往,不要覺得厭煩,應該主動示好,一般人都會欣然接受你,通過這些往來,說不定你會發現一個全新的自己正破殼而出呢!


B型:個性有點偏激,喜惡分明,你的性格比較火爆一點,好惡分明。遇到你喜歡的事情就馬上採取行動,一旦覺得討厭,就想馬上脫身。由於你先入爲主的觀念,因此交友類型往往偏向某種人,不過一旦成爲朋友,就會跟對方深入地往來。

你很豪爽,當朋友遇到困難時,會馬上伸出援手,朋友都非常依賴你。因爲你的個性陰晴不定,有時可能會因爲一點芝麻小事而跟朋友鬧得不愉快,或在五分鐘熱度後改變初衷,這些情形都會讓你失去朋友的信賴,最好學習有條不紊地處理事情,堅持到最後。

在與人相處的時候,不妨試覑跟原本覺得合不來的人交往看看,說不定會因此發現對方的優點,這樣的嘗試可以慢慢增加你的朋友類型,讓你自己變得更有魅力、更受歡迎。


C型: 如溫馴的綿羊,你的性情溫和,適應力好,幾乎沒人會說你的壞話。你討厭跟别人發生衝突,所以養成八面玲瓏的態度,對不同的人採取不同的說法,說好聽是適應 力好,說難聽就是缺乏個性,雖是個老好人,卻缺乏個人魅力,表面上看來朋友雖然很多,一旦遇到困難,卻缺少真正交心的朋友,有時會感到孤獨。

在團體之中你必須學會適時表達自己的意會,若因害怕衝突而一味迎合對方,並不能讓對方更加了解自己。你協調能力很好,只要能勇於表達心中的想法,不以中傷爲目的,相信别人一定會接受你的意會。你就是你,凡事不需對别人唯唯諾諾、一味忍耐,要表現出自己的風格。


D型:你的個性頑固、喜歡鑽牛角尖,一旦痩定的事、就算周圍的人反對到底,你也絕不改變心意。往好處想,這種個性可以讓你發揮堅韌意志,在團體中擔任有力的領導者,當家人或朋友遇到困難時,你會義不容辭地出面幫大家解痩,因此深受朋友們的信賴。

但是由於你非常堅持自己的想法,完全無視於周圍的建議,因此經常樹立敵人,跟周圍發生許多摩擦。保持自己的風格固然不是一件壞事、但是過於頑固,完全不理會别人想法,會讓大家感到傷腦筋,因而漸漸失去朋友,最後說不定還會被孤立。

你必須學會傾聽與自己相反的意見,尊重不同的價值觀跟思考方式,這樣或許就能增加彼此進一步了解的機會,人際關系也因此變得更廣闊。

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