Saturday, October 17, 2009

My First Teeth Falling Out Dream

My dream was very normal(not happy or sad or scary) until there was this mirror appeared in front of me(I seriously don't know how the heck it got there) and that's when I saw that one of my front tooth was missing. I didn't even FEEL anything! At all! I quickly turned to my dream mate(some random girl) who was next to me and showed her my missing tooth. I forgot her reaction.

In my past dreams, I was actually aware that I'm really in a dream. Like I would tell myself, oh it's just a dream. But this dream, it was so REAL. It didn't even stop there though! I felt my bottom molars and others starting to wiggle their way wasn't painful or anything but it was VERY DISTURBING! My tongue could sense my very loose teeth about to come out of their tiny little holes. Ugh! Then my tongue's reaction was of course to aid my escaping teeth and push them out of my mouth. Imagine all your bottom teeth, excluding your bottom front teeth, trying to come out all at the same time! For some weird reason, I used my fingers to pick up one of my molars on my tongue to try to restore it. I was stupid because I just picked a random hole to stick it in, not caring if it can fit or not. Failure!

As I held a pile of teeth in my hands, I opened my mouth wide at my own reflection, horrified at the sight of my own mouth. There were many holes; my tongue was going nuts feeling all the holes. I think I was so creeped out that I woke up from that dream early in the morning.

I have heard about how teeth falling out dreams are very common and most people have that kind of dream at least once in a lifetime. In the past, when people talk about it, I've wondered why I haven't such a dream yet even though it's so common. I know how this kind of dream means that I fear something in my life. But you know? I don't feel any kind of fear at this moment. So I'm very curious as to why this dream even occurred in the first place. I don't feel insecure at all either. Weird...

Even when I woke up...I had to feel around to make sure all my teeth were still there. I was so relieved that they stayed!!

Something else I saw in my dream: My older cousin who is working and has a boyfriend... she had a baby in my dream. O_O.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Colors - 宇多田光

ミラーが映し出す幻を気にしながら 映-うつ -まぼろし
いつの間にか速度上げてるのさ 間-ま

半端な願望には標識も全部灰色だ 端-はんぱ

炎の揺らめき今宵も夢を描く 炎- ほのお
-ゆ 宵- よい
あなたの筆先渇いていませんか 描- えが
先- ふでさき 渇-かわ

青い空が見えるなら青い傘広げて 広- ひろ
いいじゃないか キャンバスは君のもの
白い旗はあきらめた時にだけかざすの 旗- はた
赤- まっか う- さそう
闘牛士- とうぎゅうし

カラーも色褪せる蛍光灯の下 褪- あ 灯-けいこうとう

僕らは一時迷いながら寄り添うって 時-ひととき
迷-まよ 寄-よ
あれから一月憶えていますか 添- そ

オレンジ色の夕日を隣で見てるだけで 日- ゆうひ

よかったのにな 口は災いの元
災い- わざわい
者- ししゃ 祈- いの 着- き
わざと真っ赤に残したルージュの痕 残-のこ
痕- あと
もう自分には夢の無い絵しか描けないと言うなら 絵-え
塗り潰してよ キャンバスを何度でも
塗-ぬ 潰-つぶ

The mirror reflects my visions
Quickly raising my spirits unnoticed

When I'm told I can go anywhere
Fragments of my wish are marked entirely gray

Flickering flames paint my dreams tonight
The tip of your brush isn't dried up?

The blue sky will be seen if you open up your blue umbrella
Isn't that good? The canvas is yours
Only raise the white flag after given up
Now, like the matador, inviting deep red

Color fades under the fluorescent light
On the black and white chessboard, I met you

When we got lost that time, we cuddled close together
It's been one month, do you still remember?

I was glad just watching the orange setting sun next to you
Your mouth was the origin of catastrophe
Black clothes are only worn when praying to the deceased
The mark of rouge left behind deep red purposely

If you say there are no more dreams to paint in me already
How many times must I paint the canvas?
Only raise the white flag after given up
Now I'm the color you don't know

Holy Mother...translating is TIRING! Even with the help of a dictionary... >_>
I don't think the translation truely portrays the art of her lyrics..but good enough.
This song is a beautiful piece of art. Utada Hikaru is so talented!!

Yay! I learned some new Kanji !! They're the ones on the right side.